Don't you hide you eyes from me. Open them and see me now.

Oh how I long for the deep sweet dreaming.

Raisui no tsubome sakaseyou.


I'm depressed. Everything sucks. I feel lost and all alone. I wish I was old enough to die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. Mmm.. The warmth of mother earth's soil.


I'm in no danger to myself, so don't worry. I'm not suicidal. I'm just in a horrible mood.

I wanted to type this here because it helps if I make the problems physical. Of course, I chose this message board because nobody I know will see it.

Iam sorry!!! I hope things get better for you! Just keep your chin up! Things will get better i promise! :)

Well remember there is always a reason why to be happy of at least keep going. Thinking about solves nothing at all. Try taking some time off from w/e your doing and just relax (or take happy pills like my sister does) to just take some time off to clear your mind.

OMG!!

I will NEVER take happy pills!! That would KILL my soul!! I NEED my sorrow to stay creative!!!


BTW, I'm feeling better today. Yesterday I just felt like my life was going to hell..

My family hates me...
My girlfriend avoids me...
And the guy I like ((who flirts with me as well)) has a girlfriend, now.

And I need to start stressing about school..


Yes, I am quite the oddball.

My girlfriend avoids me...
And the guy I like?

I'm confused.

But I hope you can feel better soon!

If I am not mistaken He is bisexual hence why he said what he said....

Oh okay, I'm not confused anymore XD

Maybe thats why your girlfriend avoids you?