Lets talk about all our tragic news. There is no other kind of news.

My friend had a girlfriend who dumped him for making out with her, even though she said it's ok. It's not because he is a bad kisser or anything. But she was just a b**ch to him.

He has been dwelling on it for the past 2 months. Mean while his brother has a fatal sezor. He broke his arm in half. And was told he would be held back a nother year in school. His parents are about to get forced out of their house and onto the street.

Then yesterday, his X girlfriend came up to him and told him their relationship was a joke.

He broke down... Now he get pissed at the slightest noice. He won't let anybody get close to him exsept for me. I told him he should move on. He agreed then went his way. I hope he turns out alright.

My news:

At the beggining of the school year i had a crush on this girl. About half way through the school year i finaly talked to her. We talked about nothing. Then i passed her notes about my feelings for her. She never shared the feeling back.

But one day while i was pissed at the world and skate bording. I went down a slide at the pard (fucking stupid idea) and broke my groth plate in my left leg.

After that i had to waited for my parent to come and take me home from school. I had to wait an hour. One day the girl came up to me and said she should hang with me. Shory storter, we started cuddling. Then my mom came. And we took the girl home. The next day I tried to cuddle again but she stayed away. A week or so later she hands me a note to get the **Bleep** off her. I asked her why. And she said she didn't like me at all. I was crushed. Thats when my emotions became shot. I couldn't feel for a long time. So i didn't speak to anyone in school and i became a fucked up kid.

I had i theopist during all this time. And i told him everything. He didn't help at all... I started taking 40 times the doze of prozac than i needed (anti depressent medcine). I was being a real a** in class and Long story short. I switched out of the school i was in.

I got really sick taking to much of the prozac and almost died by not eating or drinking anything for a week. after my mom figured out what was wrong she took my prozac away. Then gave me small doses. I didn't know that the medicine was what help me sleep at nights. I didn't fall a spleep for 3 weeks. I started to skip my school the last 2 weeks. My mom found out and i was sent under house arest. I would have gone to truensy court if my mom didn't talk the officers out of it. About 1 month later i began to become better. Then i met this girl. I hung out with her for a long time. I started to cuddle with her and broke down... Little did i know she had a boyfriend. After i went home that night i had a nightmare of everyone I have cared for killing me over and over again. I had this dream over and over again.

I became friend with the new girl and became friends with her friends. I stoped having the dreams about 3 weeks ago. Now i think i am fine. For now.